Your eyes opened and that brought such joy to my heart, but that joy has now turned to pain. You stare up into nothing. You can't see me with those unseeing eyes of yours. You eyes have a haunted look and I pray that you are not reliving that horrible night over and over. I wish I could just go back and save you from this horrible fate, protect you. I am angry that you didn't keep your promise. I looked into your face as you laughed and said you wouldn't go, I knew you were lying but I didn't want to believe it. Time without you passes slowly, as much as I try to stay busy I still find myself dwelling on you. I swear I see you everywhere, you are haunting me. I walk in a daze and when anyone says the word Happy I cringe......that word belongs to you. It has a new meaning for me now. I am fearful that you will never be the same, that you will always stare up with those unseeing eyes. When will you see me again? I beg it is not in the next life after we pass on. My memories of you can't conceive that fate.
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