Two Weeks

It has now been to weeks since the accident, and I still can't move on. The very thought of you makes me happy and sad at the same time. Remembering your smile brings me to tears and once again I am filled with regret. It hurts so much that I often forget to breath and each day I have to force myself to get up and go on living. You opened your eyes yesterday they said, for the first time in two weeks. This small feat filled me with such joy, the fact that maybe there is some hope after all. That is the first time I have truly smiled in awhile. I dream of you and the life we might have had, sometimes I think I can really feel your arms around me. I wander if in your deep slumber you are dreaming of me too. I wish they would let me see you, they say you can recognize voices, would you remember mine, If I finally told you I love you would you hear and remember. I am trying to go on and live my life without you in it, and I discovered that I can. Yet, I don't like it as much and when I remember my old life I just want to travel back and reclaim it. I miss you, return to me, smile at me again...........I'll see you in my dreams.