Still Praying

The days have turned into weeks and still there is no change. You lay there unmoving unhealed. When will you be better? I pray for you constantly and beg God for a miracle. I beg him to return you to me, but now I am wondering if my prayer will go unanswered. When will my tears stop falling, when will you no longer haunt me? I am beginning to think I will never find joy again. I don't know how I can. You made me happier then I have ever been, and I thank you for that. I truly thought you were the one, and I still do. I have now lost you twice, and the bright hope of our future grows dimmer with each passing day. Will this light burn out? I pray to God that it doesn't and you will awake from this nightmare to reignight the flame. I am sorry I didn't realize how wonderful everything was when it was still mine, I didn't truly apppreciate it and I am sorry. Please return to me so we can go on again, so that the rest of my life is not filled with regret. Awake.....and liberate me.